Right now, I'm so angry. My dad is turning literally NOTHING into a big deal. So what!? I dont wanna go over to his house all three days he's off? Is that such a crime!? I mean, for goodness sake lock me up behind bars and starve me to death because I don't wanna go to my dad's house every day he's off! Someone chop of my head and feed me to the rabid dogs!!!! I mean, seriously, he's gonna make it so I have NO WAY of getting home on Tuesday and Wednesday from school, so I'm screwed.
Sigh. I don't have any clue what I'm gonna do. Right now, I'm so angry, I wanna chuck something as hard as I can across the room and break whatever I can! I mean, I'm tempted to flip of the coffee table and slug a baseball bat into the TV screen! And besides that, my mom is completely ignoring me, again...but I won't go into details.
Well, today was my first show choir practice, and let's say, I'm pretty friggin pumped. It was rather difficult and I found out that I'm not flexible whatsoever, which is probably a disadvantage. But I was never really a good dancer anyway, I guess I just got lucky. But, I'm not sure, if this "show choir" thing is my thing. Sure, I love to sing, its a big part of me - though I don't do it too well - but still. But I get so...insecure when I'm around a few of the other show choir girls, its rather, intimidating. But, I think this is gonna be fun. The Soundwave dresses are beautiful and I love them, and luckily, they fit my body type PERFECTLY. Tight on the bust with some jewels, and flowy from there down. And no kidding the color, purple is rad. I'm so excited for this year!
And I think the best part is, people that didn't like me last year like me this year, and my old friends who weren't very good friends have stopped talking to me, I feel...happy. :)
