Right now, I just wanna slap myself, slap myself as hard as I possible can! I'm having musical regrets, meaning, I really should have stuck with the clarinet thing I started back in 5th grade, I mean, honestly, NOBODY can be as stupid as me. I'd be with a lot of my friends in band, and it would make me more musically inclined, and I could have done something today that would have made me REALLY happy.
Soooo remember that boy? The boy that I ALWAYYYSSSS talk about on here, I mean like, always. The one who ignores me and is like torturing the heck out of me!? Yes, well, I think he's almost, pretty much caved. He's in marching band and well today in art....well, it was really interesting. I mean, REALLLYYYY interesting.
So this morning in choir Mr. Drinkal taught us some hand motions with the scale? in music, and Kelsey and I were doing them in class. Well EVERYBODY knows I'm a musical person and choir is like my thing. So when I got back to work he was all like, "Madison."
And I'm like, "huh? what?"
-I'm gonna use dialogue here, so KEEP UP! lolz -
And he said, "does choir do after school practices?"
"Uhmm no."
"Well what bus do you ride to the high school?"
"I don't ride a bus..."
"Oh that sucks" - but he actually said something else there. :/ - "cause after I get off the shuttle I'm just gonna stay at the high school til the game starts and I'm gonna be bored."
"Oh. Sorry..."
And when I turned around I wanted to slap MYSELF AS HARD AS I COULD! I mean he literally JUST asked me to hang out with him after school before the game and because of stupid budget cuts I had to say NO!!!! NO!? HOW COULD I POSSIBLY SAY NO!? I mean, I could just have my mom run me up there but then I'd look desperate to hang out with him if I did that, and that's a bad thing to do. I mean, he could've asked anyone, but he asked me! AHHHH!!!!!
I think I'm gonna die...
Grr! I feel so excited but so angry and so confused all at the SAME TIME! It feels like AH-MAZING!!! The excitement and happiness covers the ANGER! I mean, I'm only angry cause I had to turn him down, I'm mostly mad at this economy for RUINING IT FOR ME! DARN YOU BUDGET CUTS!!!!!
But besides the point, today was a pretty friggin awesome day. I started out a little emotional in art cause Monica wouldn't sit by me, and Taylor made fun of my laugh, and Brittany made me look stupid, and I just felt horrible, but my whole day just...changed, and the rest of the day I've been so smiley.
And in homeroom today Sarah and I got into a little fake fight where we were slapping each other back and forth and Morgan got into it and hit us with her Mardi Gras beads. But she hit my leg so hard I have welts, and the worse part, she hit me through my skirt. There's a perfect mark where the beads hit my leg, perfect little dots in two straight lines. It was awful. I mean like blistering pain.
But then we started to laugh cause my whole knee turned red and we could feel the welts when you ran your fingers over the mark.
And, the lunch lady made fun of me when I walked into the cafeteria. I'm always like the first person in there cause it takes me two seconds to get from homeroom to the cafeteria and when I walked in the first thing I smelled was bacon. I looked in her direction and my face got all bright and I yelled, "BACON!". She laughed at how I said it. It was really funny. It was like OHMYGOSH ITS BACON DAY!!!!
Over all, I love purple days...
